I attended a Christian university for my undergraduate studies.
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I’d placed and valued the opinions of people who don’t even know me or cared about me over my life, happiness and overall existence. I remember crying in my room after every church service for God to change me, I’d prayed, fasted and even tried taking my life twice because of what people would say if they found out the son of a highly known preacher was gay.the damage to my family’s reputation.the shock for those who looked up to me and wanted to be like me.all hell would break loose. Having these type of feelings (within a religion that has always been used to dehumanise marginalised communities which included the lgbt community) was a taboo, an embarrassment and a huge shame. I was a senior member of the Choir and Orchestra and I loved every bit of it and was also loved by many because of it.in fact, this was and still is the best part of religion for me.īut in all of this, I was struggling with my sexuality and the worst part was there was no one to talk to about it.
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I started from joining the children Sunday school to learning how to sing and play three different musical instruments(Violin, Flute and Keyboard).
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We attended a conservative church every Sunday, one with doctrines that were aimed at not just preparing its members for heaven, but also live a ‘fulfilled life whilst on earth’. I was taught to be honest, forgiving and supportive.most of all, my parents gave me access to education. They ensured my steps(and that of my siblings) were ‘ordered in the way of the Lord’. A struggle no one knew about except close friends who were either like me or allies I could confide in.and these included people in church.Īs someone who was raised in a Christian home, I was nurtured by amazing parents who wanted nothing but the best for their last son aka ‘last card’ lol. For years I’ve been struggling with what I initially thought was a demon inside me or like some will call it, a disease. Dan Yomi, the first Nigerian black Student Union president of Bournemouth University, U.K, who came out as gay this week, revealed in a new post how he was raised by Christian parents and how he preached everyday against homosexuality but ended up every night masturbating as he watched gay porn.